Monday, October 29, 2007

Sarahphim's World

Sarahphim is doing extremely well for a Monday. Had some calls to make, check. That in of itself is extraoridnary, so after that I was like woo hoo!!! Hard part of my week is done. How is it that when I call my sister, or my freinds and family I can talk for literally hours on end droning on forever and when I have to make an official bussiness call my head get dizzy, my fingers fidget, my heart rate goes up. It's perfectly absurd to be so undone by formal phone calls. So I hope you appriciate that when my goal for the week was to make these three calls and I got them all done in one day what an accompishment that is. Now I need a new goal. Hmmm. I'll get back to you on that.
I was wondering love stories. There was this one movie I was watching which was kinda recent and it's ending was sooo happy that I it felt like someone was sitting in their house thinking, Hmm how can I make the happiest ending ever even more happy and amazing and they came up with this movie. I like happy ending actually. I cry over them too. I just love when love is discovered. I love watching that moment when the characters choose to let go of the formula issue and give over to the formula kissing so that the formula breakup can ensue so I can close in on the big pay off of the formula Happy Ending. I LOOOOVE IT!!!! So what I was wondering was not the happy ending part but the after part I think all those things have a place in our love stories. I think we don't honor the rituals of this formulatic wooing dance. Not that it should feel like a formula, but it is kinda. Boy meets girl, awkwardness ensues. Boy need to be real and tell girl why she is special and unique in all the world. Girl needs to reciprocate. Boy and Girl are frightened by real it is and pull away. Happy endings are when Boy and Girl realise that love is bigger than fear. Tragedy is when fear rules the day. So yeah for happy endings in love stories
Sarahphim signing out

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